Big Changes in My life

2016 - a new journey begin in my life. I decided to do what it takes to be free from everything that keep me hold on for so many years.

Slowly, carefully and secretly plan to ensure no one will come in between to stop me or make me have a second thought. The plan conceive of financial, families, career and some other things but major one is financial. It always in my mind to be able to travel around the world and explore the different side of other cultural in other country. See new things and meet new friends.

My family will not understand what I'm trying to do. Even some of my friends won't understand. I feel like suffocated with corporate world and the daily routine that I've been doing for more than 20 years!!. I feel that it's about time for me to think about what I wanna do about my life. I'm not going to waste more time get stuck in this kind of world.

I can say that 70% of my plan as per plan....(hopefully). So another 30% still on going..(yippee!!!).

At this point, I just don't care anymore what my family going to say if they know. I had enough of thinking about others beside my self. Not that I don't love my kids anymore, they will always be my precious babies that I love dearly, but I guess at this time, they need others more than me. Being away and treated badly by my own child really hurts me to the max. No words can describe how hurt I am. Anyway, hope both of them happy with their choices and hopefully one day we will meet again.

To someone that I used to love with all my heart, I know you'll be good without me and I'm more than happy without you. Thank you very much for the 'wonderful life experience' you had given to me. It make me a stronger and better person.

Lets see where I am in the next couple of months... Anxiously plan the journey of my life..!!